Some believe that every time Peter remembered denying Jesus, he was moved to tears. This isn't surprising, given the severity of his sin and the work of grace that transformed him. Many of us feel the same way, depending on how much the Spirit has softened our hearts. Like Peter, we recall our boasts, saying, "Even if everyone else leaves you, I won't." Then we taste the bitterness of our failure and repentance.
Reflecting on who we promised to be and who we've actually been can provoke deep sorrow. Peter thought about his denial: where it happened, the small temptation that led to such grave sin, the lies and blasphemy he used to cover it up, and the hardness of heart that enabled him to repeat it. Can we remain indifferent when reminded of our sins and their seriousness?
Shouldn't we fill our homes with tears of repentance, crying out for assured forgiveness? Let's not overlook our sins, or else we might find ourselves parched in the flames of hell. Peter also remembered the look of love from Jesus—an expression of sorrow, pity, and love that followed the cock's crowing. That look stayed with Peter for life, making a deeper impact than countless sermons.
Peter would weep when recalling the Savior's full forgiveness that restored him. Knowing we've wronged such a kind Lord is more than enough reason for ongoing repentance. Lord, soften our hard hearts and make the tears flow.
Closing Prayer
Lord Jesus, as this day begins, anchor our hope in Your unchanging promises. Amen.